♠ the world's drowning soon , be prepared my people .

hello .

2008-04-22T08:46:00.000-07:00

helloooooooooooooooooooooooo there .

i know , i know , & I KNOWWWWWW tht ive not been updating my blog since March 18th .

oh wells , you know ? work stuffs & what people call tht ..L-A-Z-Y to update . My friends been complaining to me . Urged me to update & update & update .

ok , now , i'm here ..

to share with , you people MY LIFE .

ahahahhahahhaa .

fr the past few weeks , ive been working . really! ..HARDWORKING to be precise .

ahhahahhahahaa . i passed my 2 major nursing examination with flying kookoobirds recently .

& i got compliments frm the STAFF NURSE . wooohooo . omg , Ayuni got ZERO NEGATIVE comment .

OUHkae , besides tht ..i met with an accident , last week . skided along changi airport long-corner road ..i was with tht stupid dudu at tht moment ..his speed was like 140km/h if im not wrong . skided biler pat dia buat tuh corner baring ..DAMNSHIT ASSHOLE..i fell shoulder-knee first . therefore , i got my left shouder dislocated , and left knee tergesel pat sharp roadside .

hmms , work was fun SOMETIMES . Although i need to face tht BLURR-EST SOTONGHEADD girl everyday . Ok , let me briefly tell you bout her .

Shes Wendy Ho Shu Ling , 23 yrs of age .

she calls me MEIMEI =.= & i fuckingly hate tht ..

i was like ,since when my mom gave birth to you WENDY HO ?

She tends to tap my head everytime when she sees me .

DAMN ASS .

She's hell good at highlighting bunch of IMPORTANT NOTES i tell you .

you can see colourful rainbows in her notes . ITS NICE & BRIGHT mannnn.

i asked her , " why are you COLOURING your notes ?" then she was like,"u know,we MUST highlight important points , DONT YOU NOW THAT AYUNI ?". bahahhahahhahaa ..

but the thing tht made me laugh till i fart 4 times in class was tht ..

SHE DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT SHE'S HIGHLIGHTING . i asked her,"do you know what's the note talkin about ?" she said, "no i dont know , i'm highlighting to make my notes BEAUTIFUL ..i LOVE COLOURFUL THINGS YOU KNOW".caaaaaaaaan you imagine tht .

derghs ..& when iexplain things to her , she'll tend to forget the whole thing in the next 3.45 minutes . hahahahhahahaa . & she bring empty 2 RING FILES TO SCHOOL , & BRING IT BACK HOME AGAIN EACH DAY .

she GIVE YOU $2 IF YOU ASK HER , ALTHOUGH SHE GOT ONLY THT $2 FR LUNCH .& she will not ask you back fr return . wasn't tht ARGHSOMEEEEEEEE. ?

hahahhahhahahha okok , enuff of badmouthin . im sleepy now , tc people ..(:

2008-03-18T08:04:00.000-07:00

weeehaaa ..howdy'all

just got back from work . & i tell you , my back bone's ache-ing noww .

Work starts at 9 in the mornin' but i caught in a heavy traffic at exit jln bukit merah , & I WAS LATE . stupid government ..too many traffic lights ..KIASUU PEOPLE =.=

those traffic lights were the main reason ; why i was late .

KLUAR RUMAH at 8 ..cccccccccccan you imagine tht i took an hour to travel from jurong to bukit merah , BY CAR ?! DAMN IT . that was slowwwwwwww right ? .

Mr Haris our lecturer , treat us marble cake for our tea break . BAHAHAHAHHAA .

The cake's taste like floor mixed with water ..hmms , some egg & sugar . I drank 3 cups of tea just for that 15 minutes break . BAHAHAHAHHA , i took all the tea bags ..bahahahah but they'll wont notice it ANYYWAY . come-oon ppple ..FREE THINGS ? you just can't let 'em go to waste. BAHAHAHHAHA .

OkOk ..end work/lecture at 6 , exchanged numbers with 2 new HOT malay guys in tht class , kirekire 615 then off to tiong bahru mrt WITH THEM :DDD they turon at Jurong East..den for me went straight home . I reached home at 8 ..'ve not eaten yet .. booohooohhooooo, ok gtg fr now . BYE !

-loves;ayuni

2008-03-14T07:14:00.000-07:00

my lifes been so buzy lately .

those nursing , healthcare job's totally like FREAKIN ME OUT .

i was like , why shud i clean those smelly dirty butts ? why shud i clean their vomits ?

why shud i wear those hot sticky starch-ed uniforms ? whyyyy ?

seriously i hate nursing like VEEEERY much . they made me do jobs that i really dun wanna do .

i miss that job ..that "preschool educator" job . we just need to learn how to do those reverse psychology on those kids with AUTISM kinda illness . teach them how to talk to others , how to spell their names thou they're already 8 yrs of age , teach them those very basic things etc ..NOT CLEANING PEOPLE'S BUTT ..

baaaah . they drive me nuts . i cant smply say to that OLD FLABBY WRINGKLING BOOBS BOUNCING ANNIE that i wanna quit ..its like i got to bear it fr at least 3 months unless if i wanna pay 8k at this very moment . 3 months of study-working bond really makes me go "IWANNADIE ." ouhkayy ..whatever , they made me hate MARCH that 99.9% MUCH ..

met dudu today ..i miss him .

those big hugs , kisses , love words , made me recall on those times we had a year ago ..

i miss being his . seriously .

i was like ,

why are you still waiting fr NOORIZWAN ayuni .

he's just soooo buzy with his camp , POP whatever they call tht , tekong blahblahblah ...

i miss being mohd hafidzh girlfriend .

i miss his hugs . i miss his kisses . i miss everything bout him . i miss talking to him on the phone .

i miss doing that craaazy stuff ..

but ..

today , friday , 14th March , my love starts to bloom again (: wooweewaa ! :DD

hmmms , that mr pillows called me just now ,

cos mr bolster wanna date me in 15 sec time . so bbye ! thnks fer ur time ..

-loves;ayuni

2008-02-24T05:31:00.000-08:00

i just got nooooo fucking idea on what to post . reallyy .

my brain , its like ..semi-rust alreadyy .

2008-02-11T10:49:00.000-08:00

AHH HELLO

howdy'all people . its alreadyy past few days since i last post . My lifes been so buzy like a business bee-women these days . work = money = bright future = pleasure . right ? haa ! so , I think I've achieved my goal(s) but I hope it's not too early to say . I wanna eliminate some things/people from my life . The whole damn world knows nothing last forever . I don't even know what to think about when I'm alone . And I'm kinda bored of the songs in my ipod and the things I see every single day . Let's go to Saturn ! wooweewaa !

To dream of Ayuni signifies that good luck and hope will be coming your way in small and steady amounts . You are in a comfortable stage in your life and will be satisfied with everything by the age of 30 . It also symbolizes freshness , beauty , innocence , simplicity , friendliness , and cleanliness . Alternatively, it may mean that you need to be more hygienic and as fresh/beautiful/innocent/friendly as Ayuni . It is generally a good dream foretelling good things are about to happen in your near future . You are expected to thank Ayuni for everything and spread your love .

Don't forget to shootz more ballz . Good luck ! Are men smarter than women ? No . But they sure think they are . But women think they aren't as smart as men? That's the conundrum . "Perceived intelligence," essentially how smart people think they are . Women , across the world , tend to underplay their intelligence , while men overstate it .

So do most men think they're Albert Einstein? There certainly is a greater male ego . That's called male hubris and female humility effect . Men are more confident about their IQ . These studies show that on average , women underestimate their IQ scores by about five points while men overestimate their own IQs .

Since these studies were international in scope , the results were essentially the same whether women were from Argentina , America , Britain , Japan or Zimbabwe . Another factor affecting perception may be distribution of IQ ... Although [men and women] are on average the same , the people at the very top and the very bottom of the IQ bell curve are more likely to be men. That is a pattern that we see in the university setting , with men either being at the very top of the class or at the bottom .

Do women tend to think that men are smarter than they are ? Surprisingly , [both] men and women perceive men being smarter across generations . Both sexes believe that their fathers are smarter than their mothers and grandfathers are more intelligent than their grandmothers . Everything above are specially for anyone,everyone. And thank god , I'm a female . For once, I don't wanna own a dick . Hmms . my cheeks so itchy rite now , just 343435 seconds ago i stepped on an ant . guiltyness . soo Ciaoooooo, I have a list to make so I can spend my February pay happily. Oh have a nice weekend !

lotsofloves,ayuni .

2008-01-25T08:31:00.000-08:00

What's new ? Nothing, It's almost the end of the month and what else - I'm broke. I took a step back from where I always am and since then, I realized the prefect humans god sent me. The true people who will stay by my side forever (forever as in as long as I live), those whom I can depend on anytime, anywhere. Well, what more can I ask for ? Lots More actually. I'm greedy, I'm really greedy. Scratch it off if you can but i've always wanted more than I can ever have. Halt, is that greedy or forevernotsatisfied ? I don't know, sometimes, I feel as tho I understand people better than I bother to understand myself. Even worse - sometimes I feel I have 425454 split personalites (like having 48394283 pieces of me), each hoping for something different, each reacting differently to similar thing, each behaving differently at the same point of time. What will make you stop hoping ? Oh no, correction - What's gonna make me stop hoping ? Give me a paper and a pen to list down all my hopes, I can't do it cause it's all in the head and can't be out in alphas/words. Go try read my mind. Am I weird or funny or what ? I've been having weird dreams, all sorts of funny dream which makes me say WTF first thing in the morning instead of -THANK GOD I'M STILL ALIVE. No maybe I'm not weird, I'm just special, I'm unique and there's no one that's almost as me, or even half of me. That's who you call Nee - Me! That's why you can't replace me - you can't replace ayuNEE. I make a difference in the world. So quit lying but you still gotta move on. I wish I have an undo button somewhere stucked in between my triple layeredd fats. Now the 423th of me wants to absent myself from the world. I wanna be invisible. Amen. Start loving yourself, homo sapiens. Lots of love, -NEE.

2008-01-20T21:01:00.000-08:00

i wanna buy this . its a LOMOGRAPHY camera .
its can snapp like 8 continuous images fer 2.5 sec .
lomography oktomat
but where can i get this ?
where ?
any suggestions ?
its so damn fuckingg cheapp mannnn .
it'll only cost you like 40 bucks .
yah ! 40 bucks for a GOOOOOOOOODEST camera everr .
hahahahhaaaa .
i'm so totally in love with it rite now people .
WHERE CAN I GET THESE ?

2008-01-19T05:43:00.000-08:00

Everytime he is near, I get the jitters - till today. Halt, this should be the natural reaction of anyone who's in my position. Anyone who were exactly in my position, feeling exactly the way I feel towards him, having exactly what I've in mind of him. Anyone who's having the same thoughts runnin' in my head most of the time. It's been pretty long since I think of everything that I've been thru, that prolly change my life somehow and oh things that I'll never forget even when I'm 342342 years ol'. For the first time, I wish the train will go slower cause I wanted more time alone, listening to my fav songs and recalling every single shit - right from the beginning till the end. The sit I got was perfect and the people around was minding their own business which makes me wonder what's runnin' in their head, it might or not be something similar to mine. It's stupid (isn't it?) how he led me to think/recall all sorts of things till the very minute I reach my desk. So much for actually thinking he changed a lot (be it physically or mentally or maybe he did change) but for as long he was present, sad to say - he's actually the same ol' boy I knew three years back. I gotta admit I had him runnin' in my head (plus everything related to him) since morning. I'm like that - It's either I forget right away or I never forget at all. Wellllll, memories last forever man.Everyone has their special/best moment of their life,this someone special that makes you feel as if you're the happiest fuck on Earth,the right one who makes your heart skipped a beat,who makes you look forward to tomorrow,the only one you won't mind spending the rest of your life with,the beautiful memories you will love to replay over again and again in your head without even getting sick of it,wanting more of each episode you had with that special one. I had mine. And this is my story. It's definitely mine.

Oh honeystars, anyone ?

2008-01-17T11:56:00.000-08:00

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woohoo !! yeyeyyeyeyeyeyyeyeeyye !!

hello peeps

todayy , dad got himself a brand new car , yeah . trade in the old WAJA with MAZDA-3 .

grey to redd . REDD ! hawt rite . haha .

miss my dad's previous car , seriously . )):

its been like 5 years he owned tht carr , but all ended yesterday .

but .. WOOHOO ! I LOVE THIS CAR MANNNNNN . its redd ! it looks good on the road . wowoowoo !! the pickup IS DAMN FAST . 4sec,100km/h .

asked dad bout that class2b licence .. && he approooveeeeeed . SERIOUSLYY , theres nothing

elsee blocking my wayy to get motor licence nowwww .

woowooowooowaaa ! & im gonna take tht licence once i reach `18 ! .

cant wait mannnnnnnn . woowoowooo !
wooooo ! btw , i got a neww fone todayyy ! i just love thursdays lots ahhh !

got K850i cybershot ! hehe . the one with blue stripe . loads of function to learn .

damn . i just love todayy laaaaaah .

dad got new car .. i got new fone !! woowooo .

tomolo , im goin fer nursing WERKKK interview at medical science department .

they saed maybe 90% chances of me gettin tht jobb . coool rite .

they'll train me fer 3 months , then , if i pass the tests .. they'll ask me to sign 1 yr bond with them . under medical science department ..or hspitals like TTSH , RH ..etc. ! woowoowoo !

pray fer me !! ill post my dad car pix all tht when im freee . ILL POST SURELY !! woowooowoo

2008-01-12T08:35:00.000-08:00

my moneys gone !

that shop there , THERE ! really sucks my moneyy mann .

hundreds of dollars gone .

any discount ?

what ? NO ey ?

why no discount ?

discount ah please .

if not i dun wanna buy .

i go another shop , & you'll loose 1 customer .

discount lah . alah littlebit also can .

cincaicincai lah .

please ah discount ah .

you ah .

i got a new pair of shoes..

i like it very much~

thou its kinda off .... OLDD FASHIONN

thanks to mr hafizhh

hes money gone fer good

few hundred bucks gone

hahahahahaha

aan mr.J[ealous]

hes shoe sudah berlobang

he ask dudu to buy for him

but too bad dudu say NOWAYY to him

padan muke kaw

hahahahhahahaha .

kkae . ENUFF saedd

went to town

around noon .

with them alaah you know , those maknenek

yah . we hadd loads of funn .

went to marina ,

buy 6 tees ,

2 with campbell soup print

others , cosmic robot kinda print .

cool oi .

walkwalk to esp.

chill2 denn go play tht pool .

once again POOL.

i hate tht .

i dunnoe how to play .

grr . white ball in EVERYTIMEE .

erghs . gerams .

aft . go eateat at ramen ten , at farest there .. jauh oi

aan blanja .

den at nite , go arab street

SHEESHAAINGG .

my very ferst timee .

& blablablablabal

go backk home , took cab .

2008-01-10T01:00:00.000-08:00

oh crushh,

how do i tell you exactly how i feel?

would you believe me when i say its for real?

its seems so wrong,

but yet so right.

tormenting myself over you

my courage never seem to climb,

my escape plan can't seem to work,

just hoping one day,

it all would be clear;

you're the one i typed about

the one i write about.

so yeah,

pretty much you're the crush,

that im not able to reveal.

2008-01-09T06:06:00.000-08:00

okok.

its like new year ALREADDY .

i reallly got to change my looks .

dat means . i MUST ! cut my damn loooong repunzel look .

my hair's so frizzy .

its CURLLY .

its DRYYY .

i wanna cut my hair .

i hate my hair so damn much .

it turns me off whenever i reflect myself in the mirrormirroronthewall.

my hair looks like those makneneks .

rebond ? perm ? rebond&perm ?

which one ?

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now . for my BODEHH .

you know . BOD-Y

seriously i hate it .

like fuck .

i'm fat .

i look like FATMOMMA .

right ?

yesterday i weigh myself .

i was like

WTF ! i gained weight ?

I weigh like 6794857594739372973944 poundds .

like hello ! ive eaten 2 bottles of slimming pills .

went to the gymm , do those exercise ..

runn round the tracks for couple of rounds ..

control my eating habits...

but at the end of the dayy

NO CHANGES AT ALL ?

gotta sue tht slimming pill company .

seriously . i bought that pills with MONNNNEYYYY

not with those dried leaves or somethin'

or maybe , when things got worst ..

people switch those SLIMMING pills to GAIN WEIGHT pills .

secretly . arghs .

stupidd people . fancy sweet talk me like . ..

" heyy hello there .

here , try some of our products .

it REAAALLLY helps you to loose those fats in your body . "

WAT HELL . now i know , not only boys know how to sweet talk .

ill pray that company akan bankrupt ! erghs .

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for my feet .

for your info .

i got really small feet .

its doesnt seems to match my bigbig "build" bodyy .

looks like those nyonyas in olden dayys .

you know , they bound they feet to think

they look ohh even more cuterorlovelyy-er wat so everr .

bullshyts .

SIZE 5 . small rite ?

therefore , i hate my feet .

Its not that tak bersyukur somethin' like dat yaww ,

its like . i just dont like it .

I want bigger feet ,

so lets pray for me ..

hopefully my feet will grow till it reaches size 7 or 8 .

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lastlyy . MY BOOBIES .

i got bigbig boobies .

people tend to love those big boobs unlike me .

i just dont get it .

WHYY people likes it ?

some stupidd ones even do silicon surgery to make their boobs

looks like WATER BALLOONS ..

stupid .

it really bothers me .

ERGHS . any tips on how to make those bigbig youknowthatthing small ?

erkks. haishh .

isit possible ?

comeon tell me .

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hmms . okeh . i think that is all [:

bbye ! take care [:

muchlurvex;nyekk<333

prayy for me !

2008-01-06T17:38:00.001-08:00

LOUDSPEAKERS ; certified maknenek

live long makdudu -annenek ! i love you guys .

3 years ..takde korang , lifes MUTE .

dudu..taken ds pic like few months ago ..nice shot ey , credits to me . cos im the phtographer[:

I don't know what was all those for. Hahahahaha. Sundayy was fun, better than I expected. In fact, it'll be better with those who failed to turn up.
nfsajfdsjfshfshngjksndckahfjsgbkjgrdteor[poewrnsffdsjfshfshffsshdfgdfgjkiuouyi.;p;fhd !!! Yesterday was priceless man, it was gooood, it was the best sooo far, it was gooood, the best soooo far.
IT'S BETTER THAN SEX, BETTER THAN ANY HANKY PANKY STUFF YOU ENJOY DOING, BITCH !
the rollin' and the laughin'the rollin' and the laughin'the rollin' and the laughin'the rollin' and the laughin'the rollin' and the laughin'the rollin' and the laughin'the rollin' and the laughin'the rollin' and the laughin'the posin' and the snappin'the posin' and the snappin'the posin' and the snappin'the posin' and the snappin'the posin' and the snappin'the posin' and the snappin'the shoutin' and the bitchin'the shoutin' and the bitchin'the shoutin' and the bitchin'the shoutin' and the bitchin'the shoutin' and the bitchin'the shoutin' and the bitchin'the shoutin' and the bitchin'the shoutin' and the bitchin'
Seriously, it was the best ~~BREAKUPP~~ anniversary.YAH . BREAKUPP ANNI .

HAHAS

. thou you know we squabble like so damn aloadd..but i turned out to be great !!
ahh anniversary celebration i had so far though it was miniminiminiminimini, but ahhhh, who cares ?
I HAD FUN AND I KNOW THAT SOMEONE HAD FUN TOO.. went to dancedancedance with those girlfyyysss..yeahh . it was not REALLY A "COUPLE" DAY OUT actually..cos theres like 4 couples with us too ! Everything was seriously goooood though from the bottom of my heart, the deepest of the deepest corner of my heart, i was hoping he will turn up with a fuckin' red rose and a black paper bag. Wait, before you think i am so much affected that he did not, YOU'RE WRONG.Cause seriously,loved yesterday, very much. To the craziest horny couple ever, thanks for the so rockk tee\m/ teeee, it's soooo fucking me. Oh girlfriend, you know me so well. RRRRRRiiiiggghhhttt.i miss you lah FIDD ! SHEILA.
its beeen a loooooooooooooooong looooooooooooooooooong time since we met each other uhs.
last long guys !! ((:

so far,DUDUs great
although hes behavious SUCKS BIG TIME sometimes.
To the one who wished me before 6th jan despite how tired you were, THANK YOU, I LOVE YOU, I WISH YOU WERE WITH US.. although yeah what we call that ..

AFTER BREAKUPP 10 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY .
To the one who make me soooo excited and had me smiling all day, THANK YOU LOVE.
I thought it was just ahh another WIBBLYSQAUBBLY MOMENTS.
BUT GAH I WAS WRONGG . (:
thanks for the celebrationn . it was MAGNIFICENTTTTT
thanks for everythingg lah dudu .
but i guess ..lets be friends fer the moment kae(:

no hankypanky fer mee aleaddyy..
& once again thanks again guys !!
[i didnt turned up for tht gath at ecp . sorry guys]

& oh . tht another guy there .

he sang this song in mrt .

yahh . the guy i met on the 28th (:

hahak .
im in lovee ef this song lah shit

yahh i took it from imeem.
by okay-ku relakan dikau pergi . hahak

;muchlurvex,nyek<3
^{imissyulaahshitt!}

2008-01-06T09:06:00.000-08:00

ahh . ferst of all , i knew its like sosso late to make new year resolutions . n reflect those 2007 past events . but who cares (:

So ! It's pretty contradictin' how I go around wishing Happy New Year when I don't even see all happy about it but I'm sincere about wishing my loved ones, that's for sure. Halt, I'm not being pessimistic, but 2007 was the best year (ever) so far. I made lots of mistakes, regret a handful of stuffs and learnt lots of things. Well, that's definitely not all but I wouldn't wanna go on - I just can't be bothered. Am I supposed to type about :

How many stupid things happened for the past one year and

How happy days were

Which was my happiest day and

How much money I earned

How much weight I gained

How many panties I wore

How many bras I had

How many people I hate

How many people I stalked

How many assholes I screwed bla bla bla blaaaa bbblllaaaa Go Fuck Yourself.

I'll rather type a story about the hen who fucked a cat and reproduce like ttttaa dddahhhh -

Cause of sex: heAT. hen plus cat equals heAt. Seriously, I don't know what's in for me this year. 2008 seems to be an ugly number to begin with. The only thing I can ever think of about being 18 is finally being legal to be behind the wheeeeeeels, I can finally knock down fucked huge assessss ! Are you jealous !? You better be.

2008-01-04T08:51:00.000-08:00

high,

Okay, i know i've been like posting entries quite often now, that's because my mind is fffuuulll of rotten balls. So yeahh. I still have yet to find the gun that could explode the balls in my hxc brainzxzxzx.I am pretty worried for schoool cause i've not been paying attention in class backk in seconday life..I tried to but i just can't. You would probably think i've got a boy stucked in my head like 24/7.

No, i was just fantasizing about that pretty boy and then a yoyo snapped.Then the whole process repeats all over again and again.If you don't get what i am saying, then face it - YOU DON'T KNOW ME :D

It's been raining almost every morning and that really bugs me. I feel like sleeping till noon, dreaming of the same old person but most probably, i will be hearing mom's nagging in my dream. I am excited for 14th january and those who are invited, please kindly turn up .

At the same time, i am afraid that it'll rain on that day and it won't turn out to be as fun as I want it to be.

no Green Goblin's mistress, you don't have to bring noodles.Great, I've got tanglin trust chilcaregiver interview on 25th Jan and then got to meet dudu's parents after tht you know SAMEE dayy, thats on the 25th !!. booohooohoo. im good.sosososo good but i wish i was BBBEETTTERR. i've got sharp nipples that might burst your balls.i've got a sharp dick that might burst your breasts.

dont like the way i talk,post,treat others.?

then just BUGGoff.

;muchlurvex,nyekk

2008-01-02T12:20:00.000-08:00

im craaaaaving .

craving fer V A A D E Y Y S .

yeahh . tht round round thing .

looks like donut berkedot .

but its not .

its fried . usually with 1 big prawn on top .

thers curry leaves in it .

only MAMAKS sell good vadeyys

damnnn . werrr shudd i get tht nw ?

i mean now as in NOWWWWWW .

how ? its 4:23am .

howw . arghh . tht LIVING VADEYY driving me nuts .

NUTS . as in craaazzzzyy .

not those PEAnuts . or DOnuts .

damn . NONSENSE .

ohh vadeyy . why your so damn irritatingg .

damndamn fuckking irritating .

yur irritatingness makes me like

~~OHH VADEYY~~

~~PLEASEE DUNN GO~~

~~I MISS YOU~~

arghs .

i wanna take shower . wanna go sumwer .
sumwhere in lalaland . to look fer V A D E Y S .
thnks fer eur time . (:

2008-01-01T04:47:00.000-08:00

arghh . damnshit .

one ignoring me . ignoring my msg n kols .

one cm nak taknak layan .

one blaming me fer so damn stupidd things .

wats happeningg todayyyyyyy ? tuh tht sumone eyk .

ako dah siapp , dah nak kai kasot seme . ttbe kaw ckp seme cancel .

kaw igt ako ni ape sial . sesuke ati jekk suroh aku uat ni uat tu .

ttbe last min tak jadik . wat a small dick you have laah kambeng .

perangai babs siol . dah semlm cancel , narik cancel .

bile agi kaw nak cancel ?besok kee ?

watever laa . ukan sekalii .

dah 2-3 kali ..cancel bab laen tak p .

laen tak p kite bole p pee .

sialkan . beh skrng kaw dok umah kaw ckp ako, kaw mendakk

nak kuarr . ape ni ? mepek sial .

ako dah tuka baju seme baruuuu kaw nak ajak kuaa ?

forget it laa siol .

gini perangai kaw , kaw tunjok ako ?

kaw nk kuar ni mlm , kaw kuar laa kae

ngn sapee kee , kul rape kaw nk alek tuh ako malas nk amek kesahh .

GET A LIFE LAHH PLEASE .

2007-12-31T01:59:00.000-08:00

AHS . hello .

im here again .. to blogg .

so yeahh . thanks to my CURSED COMPP.

its been days since the last update.

but gahh . nothing much happened these week , went for an invterview on the 28th .

interview for the nursing course tht im gonna take on 2008 .

but too badd , i failed tht fuckking interview . wat hell .

so yeahh . on the sameday on the 28th ,

pg , ami n me andd NOT TO FORGETT .

that shitheadd vadeyy ; alem , went to marina square ! pg blanja us pizza .

damn . i tell you , ITS SO DELI . i hadd a greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaat time mannnn .

we laugh laugh laugh laugh till i sumhow choke .

tht was the ferst time i met tht shitheadd vadeyy .

hes a verrrrrry funny fella .

he walks like a penguin .

he loves to make stupid faces .

hes cooool .

hes merepekkk .

but overall hes GREATTT . n to forgett tht lady of the dayy , PG . it was a fullfilling treat laaaah . thanks pg . MMUAHHH .

aft the sososososo syiok pizza eating session , we went to playyyy.

POOOOOOL. yeahhh . POOOL .. damnnn . idk anitingg bout pool .. but a new experience thou .

hadd a wonderrrrfull time there . although kene marah dengan that fuckking cinonek cos we tend to take pics in tht playing ground .

butbutbutt . we able to take few snapshots . itu pon becos tht FUCKKING CINONEK takde pat situ . alem blanja us drinks andd pool entry ..

it cost him like 20 bucks ? gah idk .. but thanks laa seyy .

thanks shitheadd vadeyy cos u LIEDDD . haha .

eu lied to me . to us . YOU TOLDD us tht eu dun even noeeee hw to play pool , it was eur ferst time laa wat so everr .. but ... gahh you play like a pro . shitheadd you .

seriouslyyy . i hadd A WONDERFUL GREAT BEST MARVELLOUS TREMENDOUS time tht dayy . hahahahahaa .

we tooook TONS OF PICS .

all thaks to amis KAMERAHH . hhahaa . kkae . thts fer nw .

no post for todayy ..cos im goingg outtttt . to MENYAKSIKAN tht fireworkkkk di marinaa ((:

so longgg bloggers !

2007-12-31T01:10:00.000-08:00

I hate the ants in my house,
It's soooo annoying.
Try squeezing them with your finger then smell it.
There's this funnnymedicine smell.
GO TRY !

And so, today is like one of those few Saturdays I'm staying at home.
Boooohooooohooooooo,
I'm down with fuckin' flu, and my nose is running,
My head's still heavvvyyy,
I skipped gym session today.
Dammnn, I'm supposed to like complete 7 laps today.

I don't know why I'm craving for porridge now,
Let's hope Grandma will bring down some later.

tahniah laa .

2007-12-26T08:33:00.000-08:00

ahh hello

ill post in malay eyks .. hees

tepukan gemuruh untukk ENCIK MOHD . HAFIZHH BIN MOHD . HIDIR
[ dudu kambeng the maknenek sejati ]
kerana sudah berjaya dalam ujian menunggang motor yg didudukinya 2 minggu laluu .
sebelum ujian dijalankan , ENCIK MOHD . HAFIZHH menelefon saya dan berkata ..
" doakan me kayy NEE . klau pass boleh gi vroomvroom . doakan tau . "
^{thts only sentence from him tht i remember,}
saya sangatlah terharu kerana dia telah mengatakan ,".. jangan tido , gi sembahyang sane ."
^{[alaahs ukan saye taktawu , dea menyuruh saye sembahyang oleh kerana hendak saya mendoakan nya]}

dengan berkat doa saya tempoh hari , encik hafizhh telah berjaya !!,

TAHNIAH KEPADA ENCIK HAFIZHH LAAH . SAYA KAGUM OI .

^{bile mau vroom ?i wanna be the pillion please}

oke . that post is so merepek . nw i noe my malay`s attrocious . oke dats it . bye .

2007-12-24T11:23:00.000-08:00

KERANGG FACE KUPANGG EYES
oke . just dont evr comment my frjgfpergrlekgeihelioayshipgy fuckking stupidd face .
had dinner at choa chukangg seafood retaurant , i dunnoe the namee laa . theres parkk , beside condo , near lot1 . went there with myy familyy . like fuuuuuuyohhhhhh . iate loads n tons of foooooooooods there . i ate a whole stingrayy ALL BY MYSELFFFF . cant you seee dattt !!?? thats why i got verrrrrrry bigbig buttock . bigbigg boobies . bigbig arms . gahh . i FAAAAAAAAAAAT PEOPLE . IM FATTTTTTTT . n seee the pic up there . my eyes . its so fuckkingg small rite ? look at my hairr . my foreheadd , i looked as if im botakkkkkkkk . arghhh . i drank 2 cups of lemon syrups . nice laaaa deyyyy . mum ordered : nasi puteh empat . black pepper prawnn . 2 stingrays . i biggggg plate of telor dada . i plate of cereal prawnnn . i bigggggggg enormous plate of black pepper crabbb . fuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . my perot DAHHH BONCETT AHHHHHHH .
gotta go to the gym , maybe ds weekendd .. n ask the instructor , which happen to be my uncle , TO HELPPPP ME . YEAH RITE , REDUCE THOSE FATS in my blardyy perot .

2007-12-19T19:25:00.000-08:00

AHH HELL-OHH
dearr god , Can you save me from this world I'm living in ? It's full of fuckin stupid liars, and peeple who thinks I'm fuckin jealous of them when I'm totally not !
Can you send them a message that I'm happy with life now, that I'm contented with who/what I am, that I'm not fuckin dying to be with/be anyone ?
Can you remind them again that you created everyone one Earth to be different, to be who they are, and not hide behind their balls ?
Can you put up a big poster that you'll kick them out of Earth if they're caught doing stupid things, like underestimating Ayuni, again. Please please please save me from these people, from these minor/major mistakes you created on Earth. What have I done to deserve all this ?
When is this gonna end ? When will you make those people stop irritating me, cause it's annoying, it's fuckin annoying. Can you help me erase all the good thoughts of him, so I can live in peace ?
I know he never even know that i DO exist sometimes but good things about him are still running in my mind. Please god, give me the strength to let all these stupid memories go. I'm fine, I'm prefectly alright without him. I'm not lying to myself. No, I'm seriously not. You should know it best, God, for you're the one who created me.
Hurry, save me from these people I don't need in life. I don't need people in my life who communicates with me indirectly. If it's not me, then I'm sorry for thinking that it's me. I don't need people who are spying on me secretly, who are dying to know what's going on with my life, but are just watching silently. Please tell them it's a felony to hide, not to think with their brains, to think they're the best. Get them a pair of new balls for Christmas, or maybe two, in case it breaks down again.
These people scare the shit hell out of me, seriously, God. I'm glad I've good people as my friends, thank you. Help me knock some sense into him ;I'm fine without you. I had a perfect time with you, and everything's enough. I was/am serious when I said I'm not jealous. I do wish I could call you,I do miss you sometimes, so badlyI do care, like I've said, the memories still linger . I hate the fact that it does. I hate you, like how you hate me

2007-12-17T20:21:00.000-08:00

I WANNA BUY THOSEE EDITING SOFTWAREE LAAHHH .

butbut i justt dunnoe howw to use it . even if it came with those manuals .

NEED SOMEONEE TO TEACHH ME !

HELL YES . TEACHH ME !! TEACHHH MEEEE !!

I super like dupperr LOVE , i mean LOVEEE .

your photo editingg laaah DEE !

& thats a compliment .

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA .

DAMNN , seriouslyy .. PHOTO EDITING SOFTWARES

YOU JUST WAIT OKEHH . WAITTTTTTTTTTTT .

wwwooowwaaawweee

2007-12-16T04:27:00.000-08:00

AHH . HELLLOO

SUNDAYY WAS SUCH A FNDSHETRWERJWETFW DAY. YES, IT WAS. I bought whatever i had to get. I just have to stop myself from spending TOOO MUCH in a day. Annnd, i am never going to TM ever again unless I really really really have to. I hate the stares i get from everyone there. I felt like a terrorist for 20mins. The TS top that i wanted is so common, oh, just like the Rolling Stones tee. I still WANT the one from MB though. sooo sooo badly. ahhhh, it's SOLD OUTTTT ! grrrrrrrr.
Starbucks was goooooooooood yesterday except for the two men who were buzy with their onedollar Durian ice-cream beside us. They spoilt the aroma of the coffee, boooo. Still, i definitely enjoyed my time there. :DI am so fickle-minded, I can't decide what to get. It took me close to an hour to actually make up my mind. That shop gotta import more M sized tees man. (nice design ones please.) I should thank the twenty years old salesman for being patient with me. Hahahahahahahahhahaha.
I have three blisters on both of my feet. I don't know if it's the shoes or tooooommuuuchhh of walking. Perhaps, it's both. I wanna a better weekend, pleaseee.

arghhhh !!

I MISS HIM LIKEE SOSOSOOSOSO

MUCHHH . ITS LIKE , 2895867351485078858567245263

dayyyyyyys since he`s AAWAYYYYY .

BALEKKK CEPAT LAAA OIIII . IMISSYOULIKEHELLLAAKENTOTLIKE,SERIOUSLYY

` 8.35pm,oct 16

;muchlurvex,nyekk

2007-12-13T20:02:00.000-08:00

You Are 80% Boyish and 20% Girlish

You have a tough exterior - and usually a tough interior to match it.
You're no nonsense, logical, and very assertive.
Sometimes you can't understand women at all, even if you're a woman yourself.
You see things rationally, and don't like to let your emotions get the best of you.

WTF . IM MORE TO BOYISHH? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

ohh hahas .

guest its really true .

cause i merelyy playy with dolls .

i prefer LEGOS for childhood toys .

could you believe thatt , i never played with dolls before .

since im a child .

i hate pink .

i hate those fucking irritating flowery stuffs .

i curse alot .

i fart alot .

im not feminine

im ugly .

im not pretty .

i love robots .

i hate cute cuddly stuff .

i talk , like reall LOUUUUDD in public .

i prefer slip-ons , than heels .

i love skinny jeans .

i love smelly durians than red berrys .

like ppl saedd ,

DICK ARE MEANT FOR YOU AYUNI .

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

okeoke . talking crapp , any prob ?

oke byeeeeee

hahahahahahahhahahahhahahaha

BAWANG GORENGGGGG .

2007-12-12T21:17:00.000-08:00

AHH HELLO !

Seriously, i am feeeeliinnngg sooo hungry right now. There's nothing edible and delicious at

home. theres onlyy bawang gorengggggggg n flour . Yes, Sam, i am fussy even when i am very

very very hungry. Shit la, if only megazines, clothes, plastic can be eaten, damn, i am so

fucking sure i will be fuckinh full all the time. SOOO FUCKING FULLL. shut up, i am really

hungry. i only have a carton of strawberry yogurt 8cm away from me.

Oh okay, i just farted for like 5secs. Sounds like a train,

HAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHHAHAH. what, no one's gonna read this thing anyway. See,

that's why i enjoy talking to myself. I talk to myself while bathing, while dressing up, AND

WHILE DOING EVERYTHING ELSE. most of the time, i will say '' Ahh, Ayuni, you are so much

prettier now, you're like a princess. I love you. '' or when things are so fucking bad and shitty;

i go '' AYUNI IS A FUCKING PRINCE ! '' no, i am seriously serious. and some other time, i will

sing as if millions are listening when actually there's NONE at all.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHA

I don't know why am i so vain when sometimes i know i still look like shit no matter how

many times i comb my hair or whateever shit.

BUT AH, THE MIRROR IS THE BESSSTTT THING

MMMAAN. that's because when i look in the mirror, i see me , yes, i see me me me me me .

if you think ive been typing shit, i got to nod my head to that mmaan. oh, if you're reading

this, i gotta thank you for actually bothering to read till the end. May Santa makeout with you

this Christmas. Don't worry silly, Santa is Bisexual.

CHEERS.

vacation ; overr beb

2007-12-09T10:03:00.000-08:00

AHH HELLO

wuuuhuuuu!! miss my bloggy . its been a week beb . A WEEK . yeahh . went fer vacationn .

tuh malaysiaa . den a day at phuket . HECTIC i must sayy . rainy days . GAWD . its the good-

est weather fer vacation oi . went to kl . genting . & johor by car . yeah rite . from

singapore , straight to genting . my butt , getting flatter & flatter hour by hour . witnessed 2

accident in one journeyy , gawdd . its like eeee . one party with bike . another with trailer .

just imgine that . grr . okeoke . ferst was at kl . went there ramai2 . 2 cars . enjoyyed .

bought loads of goods . hahs . okeoke . continue with MY HOLIDAY STORY later .

hahs oke . fer nw . in kitty`s fm . listening tuh malay songs . wihch is so damn relaxing .

teringatkan si dektuhh . omgomg . he`ll be away in two daes time . wadd im gonna doooo .

gawd . sadded oi . why why whyy .arghh . it got me so stressed up . ahhh . whyyyyyyyy .

gonna miss him so much . althoughh .. haiyomaaa .

& now . song playing , by OKAY-ku relakan dikau pergi . arghh . so relatedd i can sayy . )):

ds kinda feeling kept bothering me here n there . whyyyyyyyy . gawdd .. i hate ds .

& rite nw . my brain . its spinning like spiining t0ps . soso ferneng lalat . FELT AS IF THERE`S

ORG KECIK PAT DLM KEPALE . knocking my brains continuoslyy . like non stop hits . painfull so

damn muchh .. & now . eu see . that stupid mofo inside my head . beside my brain , kicking

my so softlike brain . agharghraghh .. cn anyone split my heads into two n let out these small

creature in my head . ? i`ll pay eu . please favor . cant take it . its bothering me . arghh .

arhhh . SPLIT MY HEAD ANYONEEEEEEEEEE . im need helpp . arghh . pm me if eu wish to

helpp .oke im done . cant take it . bbyee .

`3:15am , 10 dec

;muchlurvex , nyekk

blearghhlbearghh

2007-11-28T06:29:00.000-08:00

AHH HELLLLLOOOO !

AND HELL YEAH, EVERYONE SHOULD LOVE SEX.

SEX SHOULD BE ENCOURAGED.

CONDOMS SHOULD BE CHEAPER. LIKE TEN CENTS EACH.

SO THAT EVERYONE CAN ENJOY WITHOUT THE FEAR OF GIVING BIRTH TO LITTLE ANIMALS.

OOHHH FUCK FUCK FUCK, THE EARTH IS DYING. THAT MEANS WE ARE DYING. WHICH MEANS

THE EARTH IS KILLING US.

AND WHAT WE HUMANS SHOULD DO : KILL THE EARTH, MORONS !

so we need more guns, more soldiers.

soldiers = GUYS WHO ARE STRONG, FULL OF ENERGY AND MOST IMPORTANTY - WITH A DICK

AND BEHAVES LIKE THEY OWN A DICK.

but sadly, soldiers are ENDANGERED CREATURES. sssiiiggghh. ):

and not forgetting those VAGINA-ED creatures. THEY ONLY BOTHER ABT THEIR NIPPLE AND

HAIRY YOUKNOWWHAT. etc. circling their nipples in public, scratching their youknowwhat

while waiting for the train.

then not forgetting the blablablablabalbalbalblbalbalbalbablablablablablablablablablablablabla
BLABLABLABLABLABLABLABLABLABLABLABLABLABLALBAL
bBLABLABLALBLALLLBLBLLBBLLABLALBABLBL ABBABBAABB BLACK SHIP.

;muchlurvex,nyekk

tempe basiiii .

2007-11-28T04:54:00.000-08:00

AHH HELLO

NOVEMMMMBERRRR IS FUCKING ENDING SOON SOOOOO SOOOOOO SOOOOOO

YAAALIKEEDAAAHOOOOOOOO. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

i am sick of my hair color.

i am sick of my hair length.

i am sick of my small eyes.

i am sick of my weight.

i am sick of gastric.

i am sick of THE MRT.

i am sick of people sleeping in the MRT.

i am sick of that ugly couple kissing in front of me.

i am sick of rushing in the morning.

i am sick of waking up late.

i am sick of munching before swallowing.

i am sick of farting - it's A BBBOOORRRING JOB.

i am sick of the pizzas from pizza hut.

i am sick of going to IMAGE 2001 and end up buying nothing bbbeeeccauuuseee i bought

everthing that caught my eye. the rest are either for ugly ppl or NO SIZE. or they are the old

stocks, OR i bought nothing for nothing. okay, fuck.

i am sick of taking the bus.

i am sick of coming home with only egg and onions at home.

i am sick of wearing bras,

i am sick of growing older every year

i am sick of DORA, THE EXPLORER.

i am sick of NATHAN'S ENTHUSIASTIC ARMPIT HAIR.

i am sick of BLUE'S solving the clues.

WHY MUST BE BREATHE ? WHY MUST WE EAT ? WHY CANT WE GROW OLDER TWICE A YEAR,

OR THRICE ? WHY ONCE ? DAMMIT.

why cant we go to work at night ? why must we sleep at night ? WHY NOT IN THE MORNING ,

WHEN THE SUN IS UP ??

i luv u, u luv me, i kentot u lari

steady boomm peeppeee, nanti lu mati.

bye, im off to MMMMEATTTT KROMPESSaaaaaaaaahhhhh!

the ninth cloudd .

2007-11-27T07:05:00.000-08:00

AHH HELLO .

he`d already eaten a part of my brain .

hehes (: nvr go out the whole dayy . rott myself at home . doing nothing .cant go out todayy . arghhhh . aree asked me out . accompany him p makan . sososo UNFORTUNATELY . i just can`t make it . arghs . its a waste . its a WASTE ! damnn . can eu believe it ?! he asked me outt !!

hahs . i was like . WHADD ?? out ? with euu ? maluu laaah sey . hahs . i just cant believe it . omgomgomgomgomgomggg . im in cloud nine laa oi . arghsssss . eu make me go hulalala . told him . make it another day maybe ? but .. too bad . he saed , he`ll be going .. fer ns . arghh . in two weeks time . omgomgomgomgomg . ARGHH . im doomed . arghh .

den just nw , online pat msn .. he saed he missed mee oi ! hahs . yeaa .. arghh . omgomgomgomg . EXUBERANT ! . i was like . whoaohh ? biar btol . arghh ..im ssosososo paisehh laa oi . goshh . omg . omgomgomg . i cant think of anithing else to talk .all tjose crush thingi makes my heart beats like drumms. so dats all ((:

emotions .

2007-11-26T05:31:00.000-08:00

PINK
its my mum . she`s laughed , like so whole heartedlyy . cos she managed to hold me backk from going out todayy . she was so happy cos its hr day off for todayy .

GREEN
my dad , he`s expression . shockinglyyshocked . hahs . noeing that these month`s salary .. siket sgt . because of that company shutdown recently .

YELLOW
its me . i was told to tidy up the whole house . yeahh . including the kitchen . washed all the dishes . planned to go out todayy . but gahh . too bad . my mum hold me backk . damndamn tired todayy ..hopefully , i`d loose some weight todayy . yeahh . basically becos , ive just tidy up the whole house . perspire aloadd .

BLUE
my adek . haniebella .
she`s so so hyper todayy . her mouth cant stopstop talkingg . babbling werds that only babies noe . saliva outoutout from her mouth . hahs .yeahh ..she`s onlyy 5 months old .

`26th nov 07
;muchlurvex,nyek

WONDERFUL MONEY DAYY .

2007-11-25T10:21:00.000-08:00

AHH HELLO

a veryveryvery hectic dayy todayy . from noon till midnight ..i was awayy from jurong west street 74 . went out out out to celebrate mr faggot [ reza ] birthdayy . at 2 , dudu fetched me . met the rest at bugis at 3 plusplus . im wearing brown & khakis for pants . took cab from my hommie to bugis . gahh .. im happy . like so so happy . cos he paidd for everythingg . no $$ out beb . hahs . thanks kentot . dudu kept showing me his so brand new shoes that he bought , like few days ago . basically wanna show off laa . SHOWOFF-ers . kentot . hes wearing brown & khakis fer pants tooo . jiwe bebb . hahs . at 3 , met the rest . its like 4 or 5 couples yg ader . gahh tak kenal sangat at first . muke sumerr fierce2 laa oi . kecot japp . but then , lepas jln2 sumerr . mulot mcm makcik quarters . hahs . den aft chill2 at bugis , reza & nunu ajak masok johor ..celebrate theree . den i was likee wtf laa . ako takleyy laa siol . haiyomaa . ako tk bawak passport . & thanks to dudu kerna tk bilang siang2 . pantat bacenn . cant join them . gahh . so have to split up at 7 . bbye reza . hahs .

& since i cant make it , i`ve send this text msg to mr faggot .

__________________________________________________________

stop crying at night , cause you still have 21 diapers left

don't pee in your pants again, i'm reminding you for the 21st time

throw away your 21st pacifier . go suck on SOMETHING ELSE

like 21 lollipops,or lick 21 cherries. STOP HAVING A DIRTY MIND. BEING 21 OLDER DOESN'T GIVE YOU A REASON TO BE MORE YELLOW.

oh 25th nov is sucha good day, i swear

it made me love god, even more.

GO BIRTHDAY BOY, BLOW 21 CANDLES :D

_________________________________________________________

he called me den aft . dea kekek like siakk . hahs . oke . dat is all wadd

a NO-PASSPORT girl bole buat pade mase tuu .

lepastuu , me & dat kambeng p jlnjln . sumwhere in town .

we wondered like lost kiddos in town . dudu blanja ben & jerrys .

den bought me black skinny jeans . i mean S K I N N Y jeans fer F A T S O [s] hahs . thanks sayangg . p vivo jlnjln lagikk . took loadsa pic . hahs . ate munchy donuts . hahs . i just dunnoe where the hell he got that sososososososo like sososososo much mooneyy . hahs . werk that really hardd maybe ? gahh . idk . wanna upload those photos . but wait till dudu pass it to me (: reached home at 11 . thanks sayang fer the sososo wonderful treats ((:

PORCELAINE DOLLS

2007-11-24T03:59:00.000-08:00

AHH HELLO

omgomgomg..arghh . at last , my bloggy turned backk to its normal state . these bloggy thingii makes my go huhugaga . so stressed upp . okeoke . todayy ..went to my cussie hs . pay my grandfather a visit . ate sambal udang with rice . starfruit fer dessert ..den at 2 , went out with my stupidd cussie . walkwalk at bugis street . saw those kindd of jazz shoes . wanna buy it . but gahh . window shopped fer todayy . maybe NEXT time yaww . denn happen to pass by a shop . selling those porcelaine dolls . nice . kiudd . but kinda freakyy . those eyes , wide opened . grrr . gahh . basically just hate that kinda stuff . hmm . & yeahh . i never hadd dolls for my childhood toys before ..hahs . takot dgn mate dorng yg kelip2 . kekeke . till noww ...gee :D . then , went to simlim square , window shopped again . survey2 before beli laa oi . kekee . tototot . dah kul 6 . tros balekk . tehee :DD

`8:33pm ; 24th nov

;muchlurvex,nyek

balloons . cakee . flowers .

2007-11-20T07:47:00.000-08:00

AHH HELLO

HOHO ! few days gone . & im here again to post (:

been verry busyy these dayys .

& & that`s nana . the one in PINK (: ^^^^^

nanaa! happy bdaee syg ((:
hmms . & oh ..bout that so previous saturday ,on the 17th november ..happened to banana bdae ((:yeahh . i hadd a load of fun ! went to pg`s house to carry those foods & stuff to semb parkk . went there to celebrate nana`s bdae partyy . yeayeaa . my veryvery first time jejak that so called mini east coast parkk. the place , ohh so the shiokk laa oi . reached there at around 2pm ? gah . i forgot . an hour after that , the clouds starts to cryy . cold , windyy oi . so relaxingg . tittottittot time flies . nitetime , so FOOH . one by one org datang . mcm jemputan org kawen .eton bought the cake . brownies oi . NICE :D then aft , banji , opick [wak] keke , bunn && iiko dtg .. it dragged till like 10 at nite . ((: went home , took cab with pg n ami .hees .

& kkae now the post fer todayy .tehee :DDits been like few daes since i blogged . for today , i woke up at 8 . hadd nasik lemak for breakfast .my mr.dad bought that . after had that so HAWThawtheat nasik lemak ,mr.toilet bowl called me . took shower . nearly slipped at the toilet . but thank godd . those towel poles helped me . as usual , msning . den at 4 , he called . he asked me out tomolo . but like kentot , i can`t go out,tomolo . chitchat fer like 2 hours . den do my stuffs ..i was so damn bored bored bored today . mummy nagnag at mee fer like ARGHH . sooooooooooooooo fucking long ..gahh . IM BORED SIAKKK . dats all fer now .

`12.19pm,21st nov

;muchlurvex,nyek

dusty bloggy .

2007-11-16T08:08:00.000-08:00

AHH HELLO

its been like a thousands and thousands of yeears since i last post . im just too lazy luhh oi . im wearing polka dots short again , but diff color . teehee :D , brown shirt widd dino prints on it .woke up late ttodayy . woke up at 2 in the aft . my mum nagnag , sounds like trompet karat . ate tuna spread fer breakfast . it taste yuckyy bcos my mum added chilli paste in it . aft breakfst , take shower . leave my hair uncombed , went out .

went to haji lane . to buy some accessories . nice . its like so the HUHUGAGA kindd . hhee .
20 bucks gone fer that . went fer a ride with him , den chill2 a starbucks . den went home .

& yeeahh . reached home , my mum ask me tuh siap2 p my neighbour house. sort of birthhdae party . ENJOYEDD . whole loadds of yakaabuduk && ohh matmat . lols .
ate nasik ayam wit fishballs . yeahh nasik ayam with FISHBALLS . funny ? oke mepek .
ate 4 & half fishballs . another half , to the dustbin . sebab tejatoh .denn aft had our like so called feast , my adek buat "scramble egg" . yeahh . TAIKla sennag cakap.. went home ..as uasual n comp . checkk friendster n update bloggy . n yahh tomolo must wke up earlyy. for nana`s bdae party . HMMS . i thinkdat all fer nw ((: till den

`12:32 pm , 16th oct
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DONUTTY WORLD .

2007-11-11T08:23:00.000-08:00

AHH HELLO .

donutsdonuts . i just lovee donuts loadds . caramel , choco , rainbow , blueberry , coffee ...etc .

ohh donuts . im in lovee . reaally2 in lovee ..i mean really2 really in love . really like REALLY REALLY REALLY in love with it . that picture UPP there ^^^ dats mee :D . hahs .

MASTER OF DISGUISE

2007-11-08T06:31:00.000-08:00

H E L L O !

thanks for everythingg . congratss ! eu`ve already became a certified MASTER OF DISGUISE . ohh lets shake handds ((: thanks laahh ehh .

MASTER OF DISGUISE

that is wadd eu really2 are laa seii .

when weigh.machine sayy AWWCH !

2007-11-08T03:05:00.000-08:00

ahh hello (:

i`m hawt . yea . hawt (: hees . ohkae , wateverr . i`m down with flu , sore throat & ulcer in my mulot . blow my nose ; every minute . mcm nak take the so super duper vacuum to suck all my greeny mulkus from my so bawang-an nose .
aan called . we chitchat fer like 2 hours ..my voice was like so sengau mcm bangau . he told me that his moto punye tayar pancet . kehehee . PADAN MUKE kaw . kekeke . den dea ckp lagik , maybe because badan ako terlalu gemmok , sampai tayar tuh meltop . )): he asked me to lose weight . i remembered he saed this : " kuruskan badan laa pantat . klaw banyak sangat babat dlm badan , bile kaw naek moto aku nanty tayar depan ternaek " that is wad exactly he saed otp just nw . )): babitol . he gave me some useless , taek peh tips . he asked me to gali tanah to look fer some earthworms . he saed that earthworms can eat that lumpful fat excess in my stomach . i was like , what ?! earthworms ?! innn my kiudd stomach ?? KAW BODO NAK MAMPOS .kehehe .erkk . we talk2 till my hp batt , flat (: i dunnoe , why my weight increases each year . klaw siket2 tkpee . it was like DRASTICALLY luhh oi . i use to be underweight when i`m 7 . but now . allaamaaaak >:O slightly overweight luh oi . berat macam babi already . aiyomaa . howwwwwwhowwwwwwwhowwwwwwww . thanks to my mum yg slalu masak lauk sedap2 . kehehe . tomolo , plan to go out with aan . maybe to johor ? gah i dun noe . must wait till he pump dat tayar balek . kehehe . he talk to my mum . pasal beysok . mak ako kasi . i was like WHEE . hees . :DDDD haixx . tgu time peh lambat nak sampaikn ke beysok . keke . oke . till den ; dadatats`

`8:15pm , 8th nov
;muchlurvex,nyek

THE ENDD

2007-11-06T06:47:00.000-08:00

A W A Y

from those fm[s] - radio[s]

hmms .. & yeah , from today onwards (:

maybe fer a few weeks . or even months ..

but gah , not away fer i mean like; FOREVER sumthiing like dat yaw .

its just fer the time being

[._.]

CAMWHORING SESSION (:

2007-11-06T02:11:00.000-08:00

AHH HELLO (:

hmms . yesterdae , went out wf my dearest pg for walk-in interview at RAFFLES hospital . they offer new jobs fer those yg jobless , like mee TEHEE (: we both wore black . gore luh kan ppl .. kehehe . we met at cck last cabin ..we chitchat all the way from cck to bugis in that train .. hees . i can sae , kite yg paleng bising pat dat particular mrt (: mcm dah bertahon tak nampak . kehehe .. wen we reached bugis peh station .. we got to walk like a few miles long till we reach raffles hospital . [ the building is just behind the mrt stn ] kehehe . we went to the 12th floor fer the interview thingi . basically fill in the application form only . den aft that , we went to eat at banquet pat bawah . i ate fried fish soup , pg ate nasi ayam . perot sudah mengatakan ; AKO HAPPY . den we walk from R.H bugis street . window-shopped (: we go jln2 mcm org tkde arah tujuan (: .. lepas tuu we went one particular place in bugis junction peh toilet . im so amazed .the toilet ; fooh so grand luh oi . with all the chandeliers besar2 .we took bnyk pic there . yeaa . IN THE TOILET :D hees . ttbe , mase we happy ambik those candid pic .. terdengar satu nyonya kentot peh luh kuat .. sounds like TROMPET yg dah karat . pg & me laugh . i mean really laugh as if tiny miny ppl tickling our oh so sweet jantong . a camwhoring session indeed . we took loads of pic (: tons&tons of pic . hees . all thnks to dat pg`s sony ericsson hp . lolx .hees . we laugh&laugh&laugh till we lost our way:X we balek 6 plus gitu . i reached home at 7.30 (:

`7.03 pm , 6th nov
;muchlurvex nyek

2007-11-03T07:49:00.000-07:00

AHH HELLO (:

hello there . im here again to post (: today , cried so much ; swollen eyelids . i dunnoe wad happen today . my feelings`ve been ups & downs lately . haiyo ..im rotten todayy . stayed at home for the whole dayy . im rotting , invisible maggots came out from my skin , face n eyes . i felt as if my bods already membusok . heads swelling ; just waiting fer the time to burst . i wasted one whole day . doing nothing but only to cry over such stupid things . too bad , my love story seems to A ONE SIDED one (: therefore , goodbye .

one sided love i can sae (:

AKO SAYANG MR JJ (:

2007-11-02T06:58:00.000-07:00

AHH HELLO (:

wooo . today mood : HYPER (: no longer downdown . hees . do nothing the whole day . just makan . tido . klua jap . den back tuh comp (: aft shower , as usual . UNCOMBED hair . wearing yellow shirt with polka dots shorts :D dat luka at my kaki , hurts . but soothe down already , aft my mum applied ointment . i stepped on a snail just now .. at my corridor mase nak kua . leaving dat oh so pathetic snail shell-free . kekeke . den ptg tadi , i kol mr jayjay (: exuberant ; dgr suare deaa made me so WOW . hees . omgomg i miss him . ): ako sayang kamu la JJ . (: hees . okeoke .. den after , went out fer a while . met my fren nak kasi balek his bende .. they gave me a pack of sampoerna ! but just 3 sticks in dat box . like duhh . lepas tuu .. ate beskot chipmore with milk . sedapp . so super duper yummy (: den poof poof poof , rokok GONE . i dunnoe why i can`t stop my smoking habit .. i dunn wanna get lung cancer laa . anione can teach mee how to get rid of those ciggs . omgomgomg . starts to smoke by the age of 15 . now . its been like 2 years alreadyy . dunne wads the condition of my lungs rite now . hmms . open hs tomolo . like pantat , i cant go . oh godd .. ill be like rotten apple tomolo . haix . tkley kua , tkleyy meet jj ): godd . i miss himimisshimimisshimimisshim !!! dea tanye wether nak conference pat phone ramai2 . but like shit , i cant , hp kene tarek lagi . wtf luhh . tkleyy bbl ngn dea ): okeoke. only god knows how i miss him or i think love him . (: think dats all . daaa .

`10:36pm , 2nd nov

;muchlurvex,nyek

HARI BABI .

2007-11-01T09:17:00.000-07:00

ahh hello (:

today ; SUX . just binget . really down .. i mean REALLY DOWN indeed . want to go out , but just cant . my mum ask me to tidy up the house . wtf laa .. got to tidy up my room , jemor baju sumee . like maid luh oii . i was like whalaoweii . aku nak kua luh siakk !! & those stupid things kept running after my pale otak . btw , ppl saed .. im in love . LOVE ???!! wateverr luh ehh . that four letter-word ? p buang jauh2 suaa . yeaa . i admit that i already superduper sooo in love with mr.jayjay . but the thing is .. does he care ? meant everything wadd he told me ? hes only 14 miss ayuni .. siak tol . guys sumee the same laa . ckp jek lebeh . basically NATO . [no action,talk only] . klau dea serious , surelyy dea mcm so the xcited wen dea nampak ako . but malangnyee .. sumer opp . i can feel dat its only one sided love storyy , the other party ; gone case . arghssssssss . den petang tadi terpecahkan pinggan , den terpijak dat stupidd pieces of kacaa . mcm siak . bad things happen siak . omg . i wan my hp back laaa !! aiyoyo . okeoke . i think dats it fer now . today post a bit merepekk . so klau sape dah bace tuh , thnks fer eur so precious time .

`12:54 , 1st nov

;muchlurvex , nyek

oh . my ex luhh ):

2007-10-31T11:18:00.000-07:00

ahh hello (:

wulalala . gah , im bored . therefore im here .. wasting my sweetest time ; blogging . its been like 3 daes since i last post . my mind`s was just too blank these few days . CONFUSED , mixed-emotions . dunnoe wats been bothering my ohh so lovely pale otak here . i kept thinking bout him . omgmg . he`s too small for you laa miss.AYUNI ): but why .. ohh wateverr . today , my so outdated handphone .. oh kene tarek . just becos , my room`s far too messy . cam kandang babi . mcm wtf luh kan . life without phone is just too plain , boriing . ): today banyak bende jadik . went out wit my oh.so loving EX , to his kawan open house . he`s wearing black , oh same luh seyy ngn ako .. we went out at 5:30 reached home at 9 pm .. & yah .. all thanks to his so laju MOTObike (: but i got a hard time to naiik dat moto . went 3 houses todayy . met my ex`s friend today .. after like months since we last met . they ask me wether im already patch things up with AAN . i was like ERKK. oh tidakluhs . hees . -_- .. btw , at the first house , again i spilled a cup of drink . whallaowei . malu siakk . tak gune peh kaki . & den fer the second hs , the food .. sedapp luh oi . bertambah2 luhs sey .. bestu p toilet . -_- . lastly , to the 3rd hs . aft dat we go amek2 gambar ((: he hugged me ((: whee .. i enjoyed those times with him .. thanks syg aan :D just miss those times with euu . but gah . lifes different now ehh ): he antar me home with his superduper bike (: nice . he asked me out these sat . but not sure if im free . hmm . wanna go now ): bored . dada !

`2:50 pm , 1st nov

;muchlurvex;nyek

ako lapa.nak makan.

2007-10-29T08:05:00.000-07:00

AHH HELLO :D

no longlong post todayy.just wanna tell eu guys .. im HUNGRYY . wanna eat fried icecream . yess . F R I E D . I C E C R E A M ! got that (: tuh mr.budak kecik . ako sayang kkamuu oi ! thnks fer attrating mee uhs (:

`11:17pm , 29th oct

;muchlurvex , nyek

raya money ; in the pocket (:

2007-10-28T03:47:00.000-07:00

- nyek . ami & nana -
- the fours -
- nyek & juniorjoker -

AHH HELLO !

damn . its been two daes straight im not onlinee .. therefore its been daes since i last post . now , restless . confuse . bout things happened latelyy . hahskk . nothing much happen todayy . therefore jom talk2 bout smlm (: hahakk . nahh . yesterdae , went out with fm frens again . it was like the best jln raye everr ! [ fer this week ] hees . i got raya couple alreadyy (: yeahhhhhs . thnks to dat budak kecikk . hes wearing white & me , wearing black yeah rite . we look like OTHELLOS (: we met at hougang at 1 pm . i think . there were only few of us .. but then . kecoh teramat sangat . hahas . & dat was the ferst time i met dat BUDAK KECIK . hahs .. before pegi to the ferst house [ an boogey`s ] we met popo . it was like so cooincident . i was like . YEAYY . hahsk . miss popo . SURELY do .. hhask . met him , lepak2 japs den proceed to an`s crib . ate spegetthi , nasik goreng , daging satay , ayam (: hahs . loadloads of food oi . DELICIOUS (: aft that , proceed to dk`s house . took a bus to reach there . (: den again , we took loads of pic . got to walk like A FEW MILES LONGG till we reach dk`s house .. hahsk . da sampai , leklek .. took pics again !! yea . camwhoring bebeh . oh love dat loads oi ..den proceed to ami`s hs den lastly to cokelat OPEN HOUSE !! hahahsk . it was already 9 plus at nite wen we reached theree . oh time sure flies really fast wen were having funn ! hees . at cokelat open hs .. oh like . me n him getting REAL CLOSEE ((: hees ..cokelat hs was the last hs fer the day . i mean NIGHT . hahs . we balek like 11 (: took cab home . pg , ami , him & me ! thnks to pg & ami fer the cab ride ..ohh . cab ride . i loike . hahs .. airconditioned , my lovely "partner" of the day beside me , i felt like . WHOAHHH . hahhs . but then hands off & got to say goodbye to him & pg wen we reached cck int ): awww . left me & ami in the cab ; to our homey . (: once again thnks AMI ! PG ! sebab membayarkan the cab ride . fer me & him (: i was so kepenatan by the time i reached home . godd . a longlong day indeed . (: long dayy , HAPPY MOMENTS CAPTURED (: & thnks godd fer making me HEAD OVER HEELS again & again . gahh . wanna go makan now . so dadatats ` till den !!

`7:30pm , 28th oct

;muchlurvex,nyek

HEAD OVER HEELS :D

2007-10-25T21:48:00.000-07:00

AHH HELLO :D

its noon now . BORED . still in a daze . just woke up from my OH SO wonderful sleep .. its been like 4 daes since i last post . eaten oat biscuit fer breakfast . it taste HORRIBLE . rase dea cam dotdot gitu . aft breakfast . went to take a shower , nearly terlentang just now . aft shower , felt like FRESHLY BAKED COOKIES .. crispy hair . nice AROMA . keke. kept thinking of dat guy which is like 3 years YOUNGER THAN ME ?! omg . im doomed . yeah 3 years younget oi . i like him (: hahakk . unbelievable ? believe me its true . lolx. omgomgomg wad shud i do laaa pantat . okaeh forget bout that ..now its like 1:59 pm . later at 3-4 go my aunt`s hs . open house .. gahh . theres loadsloads of open house lately . maybe its hariraya (: hmms . er ds year hari raya .. tak dapat banyak duit oi .. use to have loadloads of collection few years back .. but gah its differet today . miss those childhood times luhs [ mainly bcos , children intend to get more money from us ] moneymoneymoney . i love money . y money tak reproduce ? if do , ill be so damn fucking happy ..by then ill be the ferst person to get my POCKET MONEY have sex & reproduce . oke mepek . im TOO head over heels right now . cant possibly think of anything to talk . hees . so dats it fe TODAYY ((:

`2:04 pm , 26th oct

;muchlurvex , nyek

DUDU the kambeng

2007-10-22T21:23:00.000-07:00

AHH HELLO (:

DUDU kambeng [ my ex ] called me . SOOO the morning , at 9 today . fuck , he asked me out .. ds weekend .. i was like , WHAT ?! ask me out ? fer a date ? whateverr laa kambengg . im going out with my fellow fm friends on sat ..but i missed him sumhow . hehe . gah .. leave dat behind . today SUPPOST to meet MR.papan , FADHLI at 11 . but ku bueh .. fad ! aku sorry . kekeke . at 11.20 realised that i got 6 misskols from him . kekekee . wonder wat his doing riite now . now .. nothing much todo . had sandwiches ; cheese , honeystar cereal fer breakfast today . but caceng kerawet btol , honeystar lemau . had my shower already , as usual , i dun comb my hair . my mum`s keep beleteh2 bout strands of hair everywhere on the floor . grr . btw , i stepped 2 kissing ants just now .. arghh , there it goes . my mind blank again . teheee . so think dats all fer now . to be continued...

`12:52 pm , 23rd oct

;muchlurvex , nyek

senile nyonyaa (:

2007-10-21T05:05:00.000-07:00

AHH HELLO (:

grr . i woke up early today . 7 in the morning . oh yes beybehh . 7 am (:

eaten chocolate cookies ; TODAY . just cookies fer the whole day . in no mood to eat . food cooked ; attrocious . as usual . i dont comb my hair . cos takot rambot tercabot banyak . its kusut , OHH teramat sangat . yesterday punye lepak , still there . kaki saket . pingang cam nak repot . osteoporosis ? ohh no no no . & ahh ! a neighbour , from tingkat atas , nyonya .. karoke , the whole dae . dunnoe wth going on todayy . the voice .. fooh melecet . sounds like chinese operaa gitu . i screamed thinking dat the nyonya boley berenti nyanyi . but noe wadd .. dea bukak lagi kuat . knn . perangai siak .just after , i went to take the bamboo yg jemor2 baju tuhh .. ketok2 ceiling . keke. dasar nyonya tak cebok . suddenly senyap kejapp . checkchck . two abg polis came .. kasi nyonya tuu warning . ohh damn happy . hurray !! .. padan muke nyonya tuu . oke tink dat is all ? oke dadatats.

` 8:32 pm , 21st oct

;muchlurvex , nyek

ohh . kaki aku ; MELECET .

2007-10-20T10:43:00.000-07:00

AHH HELLO (:

grrr . just back home . hectic day i MUST say . went raya outing with the fm peh budakk . kepenatann oh teramat sangat . my house , the ferst point . proceed to next , next && next . my bones ; terpleot ALREADY . a total of 4 houses todayy. yea only 4 ! FROM 3-11 PM . lolx . damn just imagine . 4 houses for 8hours.godd. the journey was LOOOONGG . lastly im homee . foooh .. but terlampau luh boring sebab no couple ds yearr . gahh . i wann couple2 laa oi . ))): dat particular person ; already ade dea peh own partneee. godd . cn i say , im jealous ? grrrr. why shudd i . i call him bodo every MINUTE . curse him every SECOND ... BUT NOW IM JEALOUS ?! GODD..grr. im jealous . yess im jealous . im jealouss . yes . im JEALOUSSSS . sadded . okaeokaee , my mind`s blank rite now..hehe.i shud saee ..GOODBYE ? ohh yes . DADA !

` 1:34 , 21 oct

;muchlurvex ! nyek

money out dayy .

2007-10-18T23:16:00.000-07:00

AHH HELLO . :D

wuuuu. gah , second post . its been like a week or more ? hehe . tite schedule beb . its rayaa . but not much preparation ds yr ..& ohh .. I COMBED MY HAIR TODAY it's a miracle! I woke up early && took a shower at 8 am i usually do that boring thing at 12 or 2 rofl. 4:17 pm now , just eaten . BONESTEAK with dat crispy balled bread [ mantao ] . my stomach , happy now . just , thers whole load of yakanakbuduu outside . oh i mean at my hall .. sumee tak knal oi . fancy came to my house , just a knock on the wooden door ... POOF !! my mom saed : masok laa nak (: .. gerhh.. bodo gituu . come to our house just to ask&beg for moneyy . ARSE .. money face .. i made chocolate fondue today .. i ought to say , its deli (: ..hmms. made a survey bout myself . yesterdae . ALL REPLIED (: i took every bits of info from diff people , diff age groups . & noe wadd this was wadd i got :D - I'm messy, disorganized, not rule conscious, rebellious, rash, weird, ambivalent about chaos, likes bizarre things, anti-authority, not good at saving money, not a perfectionist, leaves many things unfinished, low self control, strange, desires more attention, anti romantic, abstract, impractical, unproductive, leisurely, likes the unknown . gerhh , bole dikatekan . NEGATIVE (: but gah . who cares .. gtg now . dadatats.

` 4: 33 pm , 19th oct

;muchlurvex ; nyek

UGLY !!

2007-10-06T07:57:00.000-07:00

AHH ! HELLO . (:

gyeah nothing much today . got myself into an ugly misunderstanding JUST now . yeah ; i repeat : JUST NOW . not long ago . It was kind of complicated. Never meant to hurt or make people furious with my own ideas and perspectives on things . I did not force them to accept, change the way they think and choke on my point of views , it was just for myself and my beliefs. But it's great you know, it's not a big deal considering we're okay now . :D pheww .
I used to have a different idea on them but it changed . Anyway , it's TOO soon to judge luhs oii (: hahs . so till den !!

` 11.35 pm , oct 6th

;muchlurvex ! nyek (: